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“If You’re Out There” by John Legend

If you hear this message, Wherever you stand
I’m calling every woman, Calling every man
We’re the generation, We can’t afford to wait
The future started yesterday
And we’re already late

We’ve been looking for a song to sing
Searched for a melody
Searched for someone to lead
We’ve been looking for the world to change
If you feel the same then go on and say
If you’re out there
Sing along with me if you’re out there
I’m dying to believe, That you’re out there
Stand up and say it loud if you’re out there
Tomorrow’s starting now. Now. Now.

No more broken promises
No more call to war
Unless it’s Love and Peace that
We’re really fighting for
We can destroy hunger
We can conquer hate
Put down the arms and raise your voice,
We’re joining hands today

I was looking for a song to sing
Searched for a leader, But the leader was me
We were looking for the world to change
We can be heroes, Just go on and say
If you’re out there
Sing along with me if you’re out there
I’m dying to believe, That you’re out there
Stand up and say it loud if you’re out there
Tomorrow’s starting now. Now. Now.
Oh now. Now. Now.

If you’re ready we can shake the world
Believe again, it starts within
We don’t have to wait for destiny
We should be the change that we want to see
If you’re out there

If you’re out there, And you’re ready now
Sing it loud, scream it out, If you’re out there
Sing along with me, If you’re out there
I’m dying to believe, That you’re out there
Stand up and say it loud, If you’re out there
Tomorrow’s starting now, If you’re out there
If you’re out there, If you’re out there

If you hear this message, Wherever you stand
I’m calling every woman, Calling every man
We’re the generation, We can’t afford to wait
The future started yesterday
And we’re already late

John Legend

07

Jun

Something many people know about me is that I’m a nerd [and not even a good one since I suck at math].  Science has always been something I love studying, particularly the social sciences, biology, genetics, and environmental science.  Being the nerd that I am, I started thinking about fireflies in depth today for the first time since probably third grade.
Fireflies are fascinating creatures to me, a lot of it has to do with the poetic metaphors light represents.  They are the only known self-illuminating species on the planet [above sea level- I am well aware of such fish as the angler which in essence lures prey by illuminating a tiny lantern on the edge of a stalk in  front of their mouths, but the message I’m going for today is more positive, so I will just ignore creepy, scary looking fish for the moment].
I think it’s so cool that fireflies can literally take their light with them wherever they go and literally brighten up a room.  Much like a lot of people that I know do metaphorically every day. 
Since I’m a nerd, I find it interesting that almost 100% of the firefly’s luminescence is given off as light, whereas in comparison, the average light bulb only gives off about 10% of its energy as light while the other 90% is wasted as heat.  (this can be observed by lightly sprinkling baby powder on a light bulb after it’s been on for about 15-20 minutes.  The powder will fly upwards, away from the bulb because heat rises, and the energy from the heat is strong enough to push the powder away …that was one of my science projects back in the day- but I keep digressing!)
Why am I rambling about these bugs you ask?  Everyone’s heard some sort of saying along the lines of “You light up my life” or “You are the light of the world” or “Let your light shine” or the “idea lightbulb” turning on in cartoons, or something about an inner flame, or sparking a fire of sorts etc. We all know that as human beings, we need light to survive.  Moderate sun exposure provides the body’s major source of vitamin D from ultraviolet B rays [UVB], which helps the body’s immune system function properly (and not to mention a nice tan! yay!) According to medicalnewstoday.com, about 50,000-63,000 annual cancer deaths in the U.S. (10% of all cancer  deaths) could be prevented if all Americans had sufficient vitamin D.  In the same article, they mention “UVB and/or vitamin D have been found in observational studies to be  associated with reduced risk for over a dozen forms of cancer, multiple  sclerosis, osteoporotic fractures, and several other diseases.”  Even more obvious health benefits of the sun, are pretty well known about higher rates of depression and suicide where “cabin fever” occurs, or less sunlight throughout the year in various locations.  Current studies prove these statistics to be true over and over again. 
Then there is of course man made light, which makes it possible for us to continue our daily lives at night, instead of stopping everything we do because we cannot see in darkness.  Light has many purposes for human beings.  Artists for example, use light as a tool to create a desired effect or mood, whether it be film, painting, stage productions, photography, etc.  Even at the opposite end of the occupation spectrum, scientists could not do their job without light.  For example, the optical microscope, also known as the “light microscope” uses visible light and a system of lenses to magnify images.  In short- we all NEED light.
Fireflies have species specific patterns in their mating calls [light flashes].  During a certain time of night, males fly around flashing their patterns, so that females of the same species can respond with the corresponding signals.  The females watch the males from a distance, usually perched on vegetation near the ground, and will respond to the male’s messages at a fixed time delay after the male’s last flash.  A flash dialogue takes place between the male and female after they’ve spotted each other, as the male seeks her out to mate.  (source: http://hymfiles.biosci.ohio-state.edu/)  Just as people give off signals to potential mates, both verbally and physically.  Even if we don’t light up our bum, we have specific signals we give off to those we fancy and find similar to ourselves or relate to in some way.  Most social interaction particularly of the sensual context happens for us at night also.
Fireflies use light to attract members of the opposite sex, and really- don’t humans too?  People that can light up a room with their smile or their personality, attract others to them, seemingly effortlessly.  This type of attraction, or ability to draw others to oneself can range from friendship to sexual attraction.  How empowering it is to know we too can carry our own individual luminescence with us everywhere we go.  Light (even when speaking metaphorically) is infectious.  We can feel the warmth of positive energy even if we can’t exactly define it or scientifically pin point it.  And even though we can’t keep such “enlightening” people in a jar to brighten our day, we can keep them in our life. 

Something many people know about me is that I’m a nerd [and not even a good one since I suck at math].  Science has always been something I love studying, particularly the social sciences, biology, genetics, and environmental science.  Being the nerd that I am, I started thinking about fireflies in depth today for the first time since probably third grade.

Fireflies are fascinating creatures to me, a lot of it has to do with the poetic metaphors light represents.  They are the only known self-illuminating species on the planet [above sea level- I am well aware of such fish as the angler which in essence lures prey by illuminating a tiny lantern on the edge of a stalk in front of their mouths, but the message I’m going for today is more positive, so I will just ignore creepy, scary looking fish for the moment].

I think it’s so cool that fireflies can literally take their light with them wherever they go and literally brighten up a room.  Much like a lot of people that I know do metaphorically every day. 

Since I’m a nerd, I find it interesting that almost 100% of the firefly’s luminescence is given off as light, whereas in comparison, the average light bulb only gives off about 10% of its energy as light while the other 90% is wasted as heat.  (this can be observed by lightly sprinkling baby powder on a light bulb after it’s been on for about 15-20 minutes.  The powder will fly upwards, away from the bulb because heat rises, and the energy from the heat is strong enough to push the powder away …that was one of my science projects back in the day- but I keep digressing!)

Why am I rambling about these bugs you ask?  Everyone’s heard some sort of saying along the lines of “You light up my life” or “You are the light of the world” or “Let your light shine” or the “idea lightbulb” turning on in cartoons, or something about an inner flame, or sparking a fire of sorts etc. We all know that as human beings, we need light to survive.  Moderate sun exposure provides the body’s major source of vitamin D from ultraviolet B rays [UVB], which helps the body’s immune system function properly (and not to mention a nice tan! yay!) According to medicalnewstoday.com, about 50,000-63,000 annual cancer deaths in the U.S. (10% of all cancer deaths) could be prevented if all Americans had sufficient vitamin D.  In the same article, they mention “UVB and/or vitamin D have been found in observational studies to be associated with reduced risk for over a dozen forms of cancer, multiple sclerosis, osteoporotic fractures, and several other diseases.”  Even more obvious health benefits of the sun, are pretty well known about higher rates of depression and suicide where “cabin fever” occurs, or less sunlight throughout the year in various locations.  Current studies prove these statistics to be true over and over again. 

Then there is of course man made light, which makes it possible for us to continue our daily lives at night, instead of stopping everything we do because we cannot see in darkness.  Light has many purposes for human beings.  Artists for example, use light as a tool to create a desired effect or mood, whether it be film, painting, stage productions, photography, etc.  Even at the opposite end of the occupation spectrum, scientists could not do their job without light.  For example, the optical microscope, also known as the “light microscope” uses visible light and a system of lenses to magnify images.  In short- we all NEED light.

Fireflies have species specific patterns in their mating calls [light flashes].  During a certain time of night, males fly around flashing their patterns, so that females of the same species can respond with the corresponding signals.  The females watch the males from a distance, usually perched on vegetation near the ground, and will respond to the male’s messages at a fixed time delay after the male’s last flash.  A flash dialogue takes place between the male and female after they’ve spotted each other, as the male seeks her out to mate.  (source: http://hymfiles.biosci.ohio-state.edu/)  Just as people give off signals to potential mates, both verbally and physically.  Even if we don’t light up our bum, we have specific signals we give off to those we fancy and find similar to ourselves or relate to in some way.  Most social interaction particularly of the sensual context happens for us at night also.

Fireflies use light to attract members of the opposite sex, and really- don’t humans too?  People that can light up a room with their smile or their personality, attract others to them, seemingly effortlessly.  This type of attraction, or ability to draw others to oneself can range from friendship to sexual attraction.  How empowering it is to know we too can carry our own individual luminescence with us everywhere we go.  Light (even when speaking metaphorically) is infectious.  We can feel the warmth of positive energy even if we can’t exactly define it or scientifically pin point it.  And even though we can’t keep such “enlightening” people in a jar to brighten our day, we can keep them in our life. 

These pictures are from the same lake, and obviously some of the lights are hanging lights or man made, but a lot of the light sources are fireflies.  Absolutely breath-taking.  I wish I could have been there to see this.  And I don’t even like bugs!

If it’s a broken part, replace it.
If it’s a broken arm then brace it.
If it’s a broken heart then face it.

Hold your own, know your name, and go your own way,
And everything will be fine.
Jason Mraz
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Jason Mraz feat. James Morrison - Details in the Fabric

So Much Love.

I’ve been thinking a lot lately.  It’s what I tend to do when I’m bored.  According to the U.S. Census Bureau, the resident population of the United States as of June 7, 2010 at 3:04 A.M. is 309,443,963 people.  They mention on their website that on average, a new birth occurs every 7 seconds and a death happens somewhere in the country every 13 seconds.  On top of those statistics, there’s also a new migrant entering the country about every 36 seconds.  On a slightly different yet related note, I’ve heard somewhere that every 7 people on the planet are connected somehow, whether it be through friends of friends of friends, or just passing someone on the street once in their life.  [That makes sense considering how easily accessible travel and migration are compared to a hundred years ago, etc.  Not to mention how the internet can connect the globe in ways that were inconceivable fifty years ago.]  Those are all staggering numbers.

I am constantly absolutely dumbfounded by how blessed I have been to meet the people that I have met in my lifetime thus far, and how the people around me improve the overall quality of life without meaning to or even perhaps being aware of how much they’ve influenced me.  I don’t know what I did to cross paths with some of the kindest, most loving, caring, generous, intelligent, talented, funny, open, honest, and incredible people this world has to offer- but I need to keep doing whatever it is!!  I thank God every day for my friends and family.  I would be nothing without them.  [As sappy and corny as that sounds, it’s true.]  I love them with all my heart and thank them profusely for all they share with me.

03

Apr

Life is Magnificent.

I can’t believe how incredible this week has been!!  I am overwhelmed with joy.  I always find happiness in the little things, but even more than that, I love when all the great little things add up to make an incredible week! Let me explain why this week has been so glorious:

-I am so blessed with remarkably amazing friends and family who love and support me in everything that I do!

-The weather has been superb and heavenly to say the least.

-My modern class was canceled Thursday morning, just when my body really needed a break the most!

-Zvi, my philosophy professor decided not to give a weekly philosophy quiz this week just to be nice.

-All of my living arrangements for next year have been set in stone and are all taken care of

-CHICAGO closed last night with a bang!  We performed for a great audience and Thursday night’s crowd was excellent as well.

-I’ll be playing Lucy Harris in an edgy production of Jekyll & Hyde directed by Jay Berkow, a lot of my friends from WMU are also in the show and I’m so excited to start rehearsals!

-I received a phone call from one of the producers of Atrophy the other day [an independent film I auditioned for last week] and was informed that they want me to play Abby [the character I played in the audition] in their film!

-I’m getting all kinds of cleaning and things done on my to-do list that have been on it for FAR too long!  I love productivity!!

THANK GOD FOR WEEKS LIKE THIS!!! :D